I've always been determined about what to do with my life. But then... I moved to Netherlands. And I really like this country and the life has actually became better. But. I feel like I lost control about who I am and what I should do, what I like to do and what's my future occupation will be. Now I feel myself overwhelmed by the the pace of events around me and my family so I really need a blog to help me organize myself more efficiently, for it to be on guard of my actions.